Been feeling a little not-myself. Maybe it's PMS-ing. Maybe it's stress from school work. Maybe it's stress from expectations of everyone. Maybe I just try too hard to make everyone happy and not myself. I don't know. Was listening to the recording from iSOW 2nd stream, where Auntie Cathie prayed over us.

I just broke down and cried.

Left all by myself alone at home, it really was a timely reminder from God. I love to put my iTunes on shuffle mode so i'll be listening to a random range of songs. And somehow, the songs that were played this morning really ministered to me. Amidst feeling so very down from last night, I somehow felt Him re-assuring me that everything's gonna be alright. That I'm not a failure, I am His success. I am His child. And I've been having a not so easy time with my mum, doesn't help that we both pms together. But the prayer that Auntie Cathie prayed for me, it gave me the strength to live out my life as a good daughter, no matter how difficult it is. Because I want to. Because it makes God pleased. Because I love Him more than anything else.

Keeping my eyes on Him.

Need to re-focus, shrink away from the busyness of here and now. So if you feel that I'm suddenly (more) aloof (than normal), please understand it's not you that I'm against. I just need to find myself once again. Find back the person who I've lost to busy-ness.





Give me a week and I'll be alright. (:

jeanette
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psalm 139:14


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19: Schlossgarten biergarten, VFB!! Stuttgart Hauptbahnhof Partie
20: Fahrrad fahren (20km!), Biergarten
21: IZ registration, welcome party mit Hostfamilie
22: Unterricht beginnen, Einkaufen gehen
23: Unterricht
24: Unterricht
25: Unterricht (schreiben eine Brief)
26: Stadtmitte Flohmarkt, Fernsehrturm
27: Schwäbisch Hall, Medieval festival
28: Time to catch up on homework and fix my new toilet!
29-31: Unterricht, Cindy and Sheni came over! (:
1Juni: Unterricht, Mercedez Benz Museum
2: Schloss Lichtenstein / Climbing park, visit to hindu temple and dinner with vivek, cindy, sheni and claryce.
3: Jeffrey visits, visit to märchengarten and ludwigsburg castle and party at sweefoo's host parent's vineyard.
4: Unterricht, shopping! (bought a nice jacket.)
5: Unterricht, excursion to buchhandlung, then to the vineyard to buy wine!
6: Excursion to Daimler Chrysler Factory, then IBM. (:
7: Freibad!
8: Unterricht, eis essen in esslingen.
9: Bodensee
10: Heidelberg!
11: Unterricht, Ritter-sport factory!
12: Unterricht, Shopping 13: Unterricht, Prüfung, Shopping at Vaihingen, Concert at Berliner Platz (Liederhalle).
14: Unterricht, Farewell party
15: Visit to waterfalls with vivek, cindy and sheni
16: Ludwigsburg sports festival
17: Schwimmbad, HOME! (:

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